Sunday, March 8, 2009

Erase me backward, Refresh me forward.

"I am sooo one hundred and one percent better than you are."
Very well said. Very well. Whew! I nearly killed it. My other side really speaks to me a lot. It's way better than before. And I can't signing out of it, I can't. It's just that I don't know how to deal with it but from time to time it makes dexterous. (Sounds really weird. Oh I'm starting to be psychotic. Scared.)

Hallucinations? Yep, it can be. But don't judge me if I have sometimes acting really weird about this time guys. Oh c'mon give me break! I just need a strength. To go up on my bed and walk downstairs and sit on a computer table and it just sounds like click-click-click.

Talking about myself. I really know how to figure it out. It's just my therapy. I need to focus all about myself. Just give some credits to yourself okay?
It sounds really weird but, try to talk to yourself in front of the mirror. Talk to yourself. Take some questions about yourself. And answer it honestly and faithfully. Then, don't forget to exhale and inhale properly when you are doing that. Nevermind if you're opposed to. But based on the top psychological studies where I research on the internet, it really makes you feel better (eventhough it's acting really weirdo thingie.) But it really helps. Just try some. :)
It would affect to decrease the crazy people out there. Literally.

And this actions would make you feel comfortable and live yourself with the big grin on your face. That is you can make it! Oh Yes you can!
So stay positive. Be optimistic. Just go with the flow of life and try to the rollercoaster ticket which you are available to ride upon. It makes sense. It's just did.

So for now, I am okay now. I am trying to reconcile the memories that it happened in my life since I was just a tiny little monster before. And trying to forget the past where it just have supposed to. But I think it would probably be able to happen in amnesia. But just don't forget about it. Just reconcile. And exile the oh-so-what-the bad memoirs which it just paroxysm you. Just erase it. Erase in epoch. Then there is no chagrin about that.

Let things happen in your life. Just refresh your mind. And restart again. Don't be afraid. Let it be. Life is so unpredictable. It's so mysterious. The future beholds the entire world would let it happen in time. In perfect time. Just believe up there that things will be better. We are guided and blessed. Wink! :)

And then, I can hear it again.
"..and I am sooo one hundred and one percent luckier than you are."

2 comments:

  1. uhmmm..y0u ok? wat's b0thering y0u?

    ah, inner-conflict. natural lng na. mu man ko na gni kis-a. stop carrying y0ur emotional baggage. the voices in y0ur head aren't real. they're just thoughts, and you CAN change them. don't let it stress y0u out.

    w0rry less, and smile a lot. u'll be happier. believe me. life isn't that bad y'kn0w. cheer up!

    h0key? HEHEHE:o

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  2. yow braice! glad your one hundred and one percent okay...

    Just live up to things which make you feel happy right now and forget all those that bothers you...

    Move on...'coz life is beautiful!

    heheh!

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