I know I can do much better about this.
Thank you guys for cheering me up.
I'm trying to fix things up. And I know I can make it. I know.
I just found out that I need a therapy.
Hoping everything's get back to normal.
Hella' damn that I can't hold it back.
But once and for all that I need to look forward and move on.
Something's good to do. Something's right.
And I know that I need something for better understandings.
What's like to be something? :)
Whew. Confuses me at all.
Currently finding my shadow on the dark if it is possible.
Yes, I guess it is possible. Won't it be possible?
All I know is that I felt exclusively naive. Apoptosis.
And I guess it will be allright. Take time. Need an epoch.
Thanks fellas for reading my voluntary pulsing-typewritten.
Then, it would be keeps getting better. La-la-la.
To be continued. At the same time.
I am really sorry.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Never Say Goodbyes
Since it is my 20th posts in this world of blogienomephilism.
There's nothing to celebrate. N-O-T-H-I-N-G..
I feel so depressed lately. It seems that my life is useless. I'm so unproductive. My mind having some hallucinations and catastrophe that I don't even understand. My quizzes in my subjects this past few days are sooo low or even pasang-awa lang. I am such a loser. I can't study. I don't even try to study. I'm in nothingness. I felt tired to go to school. I'm so clumsy. I don't have enough energy to work in our laboratory. I'm tired of everything. Almost everything. I'm in vain of having procrastination. I'm in deep grief. And so be it.
Then, I realized that a "morning-sickness" makes me pisses off. I kept on whining. I am really depressed. So tired of weeping and weeping that what's like my sclera would fall off. I can't groan into it. I'm really such a damn fat loser! I tried to hide this feelings like a usual me. And deep inside that the preload behind my heartbeats makes me feel uncomfortable that I guess it would burst off. I tried to hide it from everyone. And I guess nobody cares. I can't talk to them about my problem so I guess I should prefer to write on this blog before my body would feel a hypoxia and suffocate myself when it's too late. Oh pity me.
As a child, there were times that I didn't get it but it kept me inline. You always there for me. Because you love me. Unconditional love that I can't actually return it now with an instant. You are my hero. My savior. My inspiration. And I just can't forget you no matter what. You grew me up with your genuine and selfless desire. Desire to make it happen. To make it will. To follow with thyself what it's like to believe in. To be congruent with my heart and my mind before making a decision that it makes me independent. To be mature and being immature for good. You makes me smile with no reason. You were there in times that I felt alone. You made me feel naive. In the sense that, to be a good and responsible mortal one. You are just one of a kind.
And it makes me weep. Oh deeply weeps.
I will never forget that you were there when I graduated my preliminary and elementary days. You were there when I had my first dental check-up. You were also there when I joined some contests that I didn't won and you tell to me that you were so proud of me (sigh). You were there to teach me how to pray the rosary. You were there to buy me crayons that I want it so bad. You were there to bought me a cake when I had my birthday celebrations. You were there when I need a guidance coming from God. You were there to fight for me. You were there when I had my first communion, confirmation and the sacrament of penance. You believe me that there were tooth fairy. You were there when I had my ulcer problems. You were there to make me comfortable in times that I'm having a nervous breakdown for my personal preferences. You were there to hear my problems. You were there to support me. To lighten things up. To cheer me up. To buy me an ice cream so that I'll stop crying. Then I'll stop whining. You stodged me with a happy laughter of fun and enjoyable moments that we had. You strudged me to begin in a right path. And it makes me enthusiast. You reminded me to finish my meals. You were there in times that I felt sad. You were always there.
And I miss you. I missing the times before.
Before that I never fall inlove. What it makes to be inlove?
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes. It's something more than saying "I miss you". You taught me to say an alphabet. And new learnings. Reminded me to wash my hands before eating and do not speak when my mouth is full. Taught me to respect everyone but always be guided by do not talk to strangers. You helped me with my projects and work stuffs. You support me for what I believe to. From what is good and what is evil. To appreciate little things. You made me feel important. In times, I had an animosity with my 'rents you were also there. To fix things up. You are my angel. You are my idol. And need to be extol from it. From within. You made me strong. You guided me in everything and not to forget that I should be always keep my feet on the ground. You bought me a chocolate. A big red baloon. And a cotton candy which makes my sibs in jealously. So petty. :')
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done. And you never got to see me back at number one. I wish that you were here to celebrate together. I wish that we could spend the holidays together.
I know that you suffered a lot. And I am really really really sorry that I am not there to be with you in times that you need my help. Sorry grandma, I can't hold it back. I am sorry that there was a barrier between us. A barrier that I can't actually restrain from it. I can't resolve from it. And I can't even don't know how to balance it. Been busy with my job. To be a student. To be a succesful someday. Will you wait for me? I know that you are in deep pain. And I'm so sorry to say that. I knew that you waited me. Waiting and wishing that we will see each other soon, that you are still strong and having a capacity to know me. You waited for two and a half years, that it seems that two more year and a half I can be a successful and reaching to my goals and dreams. I perceive that you are the number one who will be sooo proud of me and sooo happy to see me. But then again. I guess, you'd suffered a lot. You're tired of waiting for me to come back. You can't take it anymore and you need a sleep so that you will have an ATP to see me. I know that you were happy now and still cheer me up in times that I'd lost. And I love you to do that. I know that you felt grimaced. To be there for Him. To be with Him. And to be like Him. I am also proud of you and happy for you. Will you say hi for me? Promise me to be there for me? I really missed you and I will cherish the quondam memoirs when I'm with you. I love you.
And I smelled your breath. That it makes me cry.
Tomorrow I'll be going back home. And we will see each other.
This will be the last. And it will never say goodbye.
There's nothing to celebrate. N-O-T-H-I-N-G..
I feel so depressed lately. It seems that my life is useless. I'm so unproductive. My mind having some hallucinations and catastrophe that I don't even understand. My quizzes in my subjects this past few days are sooo low or even pasang-awa lang. I am such a loser. I can't study. I don't even try to study. I'm in nothingness. I felt tired to go to school. I'm so clumsy. I don't have enough energy to work in our laboratory. I'm tired of everything. Almost everything. I'm in vain of having procrastination. I'm in deep grief. And so be it.
Then, I realized that a "morning-sickness" makes me pisses off. I kept on whining. I am really depressed. So tired of weeping and weeping that what's like my sclera would fall off. I can't groan into it. I'm really such a damn fat loser! I tried to hide this feelings like a usual me. And deep inside that the preload behind my heartbeats makes me feel uncomfortable that I guess it would burst off. I tried to hide it from everyone. And I guess nobody cares. I can't talk to them about my problem so I guess I should prefer to write on this blog before my body would feel a hypoxia and suffocate myself when it's too late. Oh pity me.
As a child, there were times that I didn't get it but it kept me inline. You always there for me. Because you love me. Unconditional love that I can't actually return it now with an instant. You are my hero. My savior. My inspiration. And I just can't forget you no matter what. You grew me up with your genuine and selfless desire. Desire to make it happen. To make it will. To follow with thyself what it's like to believe in. To be congruent with my heart and my mind before making a decision that it makes me independent. To be mature and being immature for good. You makes me smile with no reason. You were there in times that I felt alone. You made me feel naive. In the sense that, to be a good and responsible mortal one. You are just one of a kind.
And it makes me weep. Oh deeply weeps.
I will never forget that you were there when I graduated my preliminary and elementary days. You were there when I had my first dental check-up. You were also there when I joined some contests that I didn't won and you tell to me that you were so proud of me (sigh). You were there to teach me how to pray the rosary. You were there to buy me crayons that I want it so bad. You were there to bought me a cake when I had my birthday celebrations. You were there when I need a guidance coming from God. You were there to fight for me. You were there when I had my first communion, confirmation and the sacrament of penance. You believe me that there were tooth fairy. You were there when I had my ulcer problems. You were there to make me comfortable in times that I'm having a nervous breakdown for my personal preferences. You were there to hear my problems. You were there to support me. To lighten things up. To cheer me up. To buy me an ice cream so that I'll stop crying. Then I'll stop whining. You stodged me with a happy laughter of fun and enjoyable moments that we had. You strudged me to begin in a right path. And it makes me enthusiast. You reminded me to finish my meals. You were there in times that I felt sad. You were always there.
And I miss you. I missing the times before.
Before that I never fall inlove. What it makes to be inlove?
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes. It's something more than saying "I miss you". You taught me to say an alphabet. And new learnings. Reminded me to wash my hands before eating and do not speak when my mouth is full. Taught me to respect everyone but always be guided by do not talk to strangers. You helped me with my projects and work stuffs. You support me for what I believe to. From what is good and what is evil. To appreciate little things. You made me feel important. In times, I had an animosity with my 'rents you were also there. To fix things up. You are my angel. You are my idol. And need to be extol from it. From within. You made me strong. You guided me in everything and not to forget that I should be always keep my feet on the ground. You bought me a chocolate. A big red baloon. And a cotton candy which makes my sibs in jealously. So petty. :')
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done. And you never got to see me back at number one. I wish that you were here to celebrate together. I wish that we could spend the holidays together.
I know that you suffered a lot. And I am really really really sorry that I am not there to be with you in times that you need my help. Sorry grandma, I can't hold it back. I am sorry that there was a barrier between us. A barrier that I can't actually restrain from it. I can't resolve from it. And I can't even don't know how to balance it. Been busy with my job. To be a student. To be a succesful someday. Will you wait for me? I know that you are in deep pain. And I'm so sorry to say that. I knew that you waited me. Waiting and wishing that we will see each other soon, that you are still strong and having a capacity to know me. You waited for two and a half years, that it seems that two more year and a half I can be a successful and reaching to my goals and dreams. I perceive that you are the number one who will be sooo proud of me and sooo happy to see me. But then again. I guess, you'd suffered a lot. You're tired of waiting for me to come back. You can't take it anymore and you need a sleep so that you will have an ATP to see me. I know that you were happy now and still cheer me up in times that I'd lost. And I love you to do that. I know that you felt grimaced. To be there for Him. To be with Him. And to be like Him. I am also proud of you and happy for you. Will you say hi for me? Promise me to be there for me? I really missed you and I will cherish the quondam memoirs when I'm with you. I love you.
And I smelled your breath. That it makes me cry.
Tomorrow I'll be going back home. And we will see each other.
This will be the last. And it will never say goodbye.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Big Grin!
Aww. Just nothing. I would like to write a blogspot just for something.
Well, I am just happy because solong-solo ko ang computer. No more disturbances. :)
My sister have her exams this week and also my brother too. So, the endpoint is. I am free! Jealousy much sibs! Free for this week dude! University Week tomorrow! And we have no classes (regularly) and I just have to enjoy with it and have some fun before it would ends. Then, back to busyness again next week for the preparation in the finals.
And summer! Here I come. Hee-hee. :))
Well, I am just happy because solong-solo ko ang computer. No more disturbances. :)
My sister have her exams this week and also my brother too. So, the endpoint is. I am free! Jealousy much sibs! Free for this week dude! University Week tomorrow! And we have no classes (regularly) and I just have to enjoy with it and have some fun before it would ends. Then, back to busyness again next week for the preparation in the finals.
And summer! Here I come. Hee-hee. :))
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Fashion Statement
This is what I like.
On the first picture: the Top Hat. Houndstooth Waistcoat. Pink Socks. And a cute Buckle Shoes.
On the second picture: the Fedora. Wayferer of Ray Ban. Wool Cardigan. Long Stripes Shirt. Skinny Black Jeans. And an Old School Black Leather Shoes. :)
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Easy for you to say.
Gasp. So hella tired. I'd woke up early in the morning just to finish some appointments that were entitled this day. I used to procrastinate this things up. But then, I realized that I need to change this kinda-like old routine. Since my 'rents used to call me "always-in-a-rush", it didn't irritated me at all. But when I kinda growing up, and a little bit more mature?! I realized that I need to change my attitude since I'll not be in a minor mode someday. And it's been a new year for me to change my preferences of my attitude status at all. Sounds good to me. Specious.
Anyways, back to the appointment. I have a dental check-up with my dentist that I need to go back and forth for visit. I need to finish my braces-years since all I want now is having a retainer and not having a braces. My teeth aches and this kinda like aluminum wires always irritates my gums and beginning to form singaw. It hurts but I'm used to it. And since my dentist is in Roxas, I need to go there early in the morning to catch up the appointment that is scheduled for me. Long hours of travelling since I've been living here currently in Iloilo. So crux for me to do that. But as a mature teenager (naks!) I need to finish this task that was assigned to me. And it's for my own good and will. HAHAHA:]] I have to be responsible enough and finished my obligations to pursue the eternal life. (Exagge eh noh?) Toinks! :))
Anyways, back to the appointment. I have a dental check-up with my dentist that I need to go back and forth for visit. I need to finish my braces-years since all I want now is having a retainer and not having a braces. My teeth aches and this kinda like aluminum wires always irritates my gums and beginning to form singaw. It hurts but I'm used to it. And since my dentist is in Roxas, I need to go there early in the morning to catch up the appointment that is scheduled for me. Long hours of travelling since I've been living here currently in Iloilo. So crux for me to do that. But as a mature teenager (naks!) I need to finish this task that was assigned to me. And it's for my own good and will. HAHAHA:]] I have to be responsible enough and finished my obligations to pursue the eternal life. (Exagge eh noh?) Toinks! :))
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Tapakmasid
Ulinigan ng mga pirapirasong tansan. Mayroong plastik at latang hawak. Patuloy na naglakad. At lumakad.
May naghihiyawan. At kaba'y naramdaman. Nasilayan ang pangungulag sa lapag ng luntiang putik. Patuloy na humiyaw. At awa ang naramdaman.
Naghabulan. Nagkantyawan. Naglalaro ng cara y cruz sa daanan. May natalo. May nanalo. Tuloy sa paglakad.
Usok ng mga bigong pangarap. Bawat hithit ay masaklap na karanasan. Bawat singhot ay lutang sa murang isip na pilit na iniintindi ang kamalasan. Kaawaawa. Nagkakaintindihan. Nagsusuyuan ng mundong litaw sa kabalintunaan. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Hibi ng isang musmos. Naghahanap ng isang uyayi. Ng masisilayan. Nagbabasakaling maginhawaan. Umaasa. Ayaw kumubli sa katotohanan. Bawat luha ay galili sa isang munting pangarap. Nagkukubli. Umiiwas.
Barya-baryang hapit sa galas. Nagsusumamo. Musika'y bulag sa nota. Sigaw buhat sa dibdib. Masakit. Mabigat. Umaasam. Dalisay makakita. Pirme apura.
Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Daanang wari'y silakbo sa dahas at purong galugad. Dilim na may patutunguhan. May patutunguhan.
Malamig ang bawat biyak ng mga bato. Ramdam ang pag-uusisa. Usisa ng kawalan ng dangal. Dangal na may dignidad. Respeto ng bawat isa. Pantay-pantay. Wala na.
May naghihimagsik. Baliw sa katotohanan. Kulang na ekidad. Kumikuwestiyon sa tunay na tugon. Walang nakarinig. Walang umalingawngaw. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Nalipasan ang mga maririkit na tagumpay. Balat ay kulubot na. Nakalimutan. Napagsawaan ng mga panahong kay rahas. Hanap ay dunong. Maiwastong kamalian. Kung may maibabalik pa. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Kung makakapagsalita lamang ang istatwa. Istatwang nagsilbing tagapagligtas sa mga kasalanan. Kasalanang hindi ginawa. Sinagip ang mga walang utang na loob. Mga makapangyarihan. Puro poot ang mga kasamaang ikinasaya ng apoy hapit sa sakit. Lurayluray na mga kandarapa.
Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Malapit na. Mararating na din sa wakas ang dapat paroonan. May naghihintay. Sabik. Kanaw sa liwanag. Patuloy humahagilap. May maiuuwian pa. Mayroon pa. Malapit na.
Umakyat sa nayong kay taas. Umaalingasaw ang tapon-tapon na basura. Pasensya na. Disenteng tiraha'y wala na. Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Umaapura sa mundong kinagagalawan. Wala na ang araw. Natabunan. Nakudyapi. Napagpintasan ng kinasusuklaman. Ang kadiliman.
Ramdam ay nginig. Hapit sa buto ang sakit. Sakali'y gutom ang bunga. Sinanay na. Waring naninibugho sa katas ng buhay. Itinawag ang pangalan na minsa'y minahal ako. Ngayo'y limot na sa katotohanang tunay na paksa. Ang katiwasayan. Ang pananabik.
Patuloy ang pagsigaw. Sumigaw. At isinigaw.
Nagtatanong sa isip na walang nakakaalam. Nasaan na siya? Nasaan ang aking hinahanap? Ang aking ikinasama ng buong buhay simula'y musmos pa. Daing ko'y iyong tugunan. Hinahanap kita. Nasasabik sa iyo. Nagsusumamo. Hanap ay ang pagmamahal. Hanap ay pag-asa.
Natanaw ko siya sa isang katreng puno ng alikabok at agiw. Madilim. Malamig. Pinuntahan ko siya. Saba'y sabing ako'y nandito na. Tahimik. Walang tugon. Walang pahayag. Walang bigkas. Kahit isang letra. Patuloy sa pagsabing ako'y nandito na. Umimik. Malungkot. Blangko. Hindi nagsalita. Hinawakan ko siya. Isang malamig na mga kamay. Lamig na walang konting init ang nananalaytay. Wala na ang aking inabutan. Buhat sa kasarimlan na patuloy naghahaluyhoy. Wala na pala siya. Iniwan. Isinugal. Iniyakan. Wala na siya. Wala na.
Isang hiyaw na galit ang nagmula sa kalangitan. Kumulog.
At biglang umulan...
May naghihiyawan. At kaba'y naramdaman. Nasilayan ang pangungulag sa lapag ng luntiang putik. Patuloy na humiyaw. At awa ang naramdaman.
Naghabulan. Nagkantyawan. Naglalaro ng cara y cruz sa daanan. May natalo. May nanalo. Tuloy sa paglakad.
Usok ng mga bigong pangarap. Bawat hithit ay masaklap na karanasan. Bawat singhot ay lutang sa murang isip na pilit na iniintindi ang kamalasan. Kaawaawa. Nagkakaintindihan. Nagsusuyuan ng mundong litaw sa kabalintunaan. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Hibi ng isang musmos. Naghahanap ng isang uyayi. Ng masisilayan. Nagbabasakaling maginhawaan. Umaasa. Ayaw kumubli sa katotohanan. Bawat luha ay galili sa isang munting pangarap. Nagkukubli. Umiiwas.
Barya-baryang hapit sa galas. Nagsusumamo. Musika'y bulag sa nota. Sigaw buhat sa dibdib. Masakit. Mabigat. Umaasam. Dalisay makakita. Pirme apura.
Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Daanang wari'y silakbo sa dahas at purong galugad. Dilim na may patutunguhan. May patutunguhan.
Malamig ang bawat biyak ng mga bato. Ramdam ang pag-uusisa. Usisa ng kawalan ng dangal. Dangal na may dignidad. Respeto ng bawat isa. Pantay-pantay. Wala na.
May naghihimagsik. Baliw sa katotohanan. Kulang na ekidad. Kumikuwestiyon sa tunay na tugon. Walang nakarinig. Walang umalingawngaw. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Nalipasan ang mga maririkit na tagumpay. Balat ay kulubot na. Nakalimutan. Napagsawaan ng mga panahong kay rahas. Hanap ay dunong. Maiwastong kamalian. Kung may maibabalik pa. Patuloy sa paglakad.
Kung makakapagsalita lamang ang istatwa. Istatwang nagsilbing tagapagligtas sa mga kasalanan. Kasalanang hindi ginawa. Sinagip ang mga walang utang na loob. Mga makapangyarihan. Puro poot ang mga kasamaang ikinasaya ng apoy hapit sa sakit. Lurayluray na mga kandarapa.
Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Malapit na. Mararating na din sa wakas ang dapat paroonan. May naghihintay. Sabik. Kanaw sa liwanag. Patuloy humahagilap. May maiuuwian pa. Mayroon pa. Malapit na.
Umakyat sa nayong kay taas. Umaalingasaw ang tapon-tapon na basura. Pasensya na. Disenteng tiraha'y wala na. Patuloy pa rin sa paglakad. Umaapura sa mundong kinagagalawan. Wala na ang araw. Natabunan. Nakudyapi. Napagpintasan ng kinasusuklaman. Ang kadiliman.
Ramdam ay nginig. Hapit sa buto ang sakit. Sakali'y gutom ang bunga. Sinanay na. Waring naninibugho sa katas ng buhay. Itinawag ang pangalan na minsa'y minahal ako. Ngayo'y limot na sa katotohanang tunay na paksa. Ang katiwasayan. Ang pananabik.
Patuloy ang pagsigaw. Sumigaw. At isinigaw.
Nagtatanong sa isip na walang nakakaalam. Nasaan na siya? Nasaan ang aking hinahanap? Ang aking ikinasama ng buong buhay simula'y musmos pa. Daing ko'y iyong tugunan. Hinahanap kita. Nasasabik sa iyo. Nagsusumamo. Hanap ay ang pagmamahal. Hanap ay pag-asa.
Natanaw ko siya sa isang katreng puno ng alikabok at agiw. Madilim. Malamig. Pinuntahan ko siya. Saba'y sabing ako'y nandito na. Tahimik. Walang tugon. Walang pahayag. Walang bigkas. Kahit isang letra. Patuloy sa pagsabing ako'y nandito na. Umimik. Malungkot. Blangko. Hindi nagsalita. Hinawakan ko siya. Isang malamig na mga kamay. Lamig na walang konting init ang nananalaytay. Wala na ang aking inabutan. Buhat sa kasarimlan na patuloy naghahaluyhoy. Wala na pala siya. Iniwan. Isinugal. Iniyakan. Wala na siya. Wala na.
Isang hiyaw na galit ang nagmula sa kalangitan. Kumulog.
At biglang umulan...
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Big Things, Big Things
So there you go, my fifteenth posts is so much more to say.
It can't concur with throughout of my head what it's like to be the exact word of how was it going for my dumb life this past few days/weeks. Honestly, there is so much more errands to do and to finish and a deadline to come. And I can't groan. No more freedom to groan. :(
What's the big deal?
The big thing is, I finished all my reports in my courses/subjects! Yey me! Except for my theology report. (but I am not a reporter in our group?!) No more icky-breaky-shakey in front of audiences or even in a crowd! Yikes. Honestly, I have a stern-reporting-in-front-issues and I just have to restrain it before it would burst! HAHAHA:]]
The big thing is, I enjoyed a lot during our rehearsals, practice, steppings, funny moments, punchline absurd moments, going to the friend's houses/apartments to practice, going to our houses superrr late, going to school superrr late, playing the.. (I forgot what is the name of the game that we play on my friend's loptop. It was so much addicting like my favorite drug. La-la-la.), and most of all EAT! SLEEP! and REST (Oh yes. Need more infinite chakras to gain before my body throbbed!) Even, I don't have enough baon because of the paucity preferences but I still need to eat. To feel the adrenaline rush babyy! :)))
And the big thing is, I enjoyed a lot with my friends this past few days and weeks that we shared a lot of bonding moments. (Currently, I'm posting a lot of pictures and videos in my accounts. Super delayed posts. Sorry!)
I missed those days. Sigh. A remnant of my experiences indeed. Thanks guys to enthusiast my boring life in this entire world. And I don't know how to fit in. Just continue to trudge along the road and never look back because it would make you animosity in times that you have to forget that it deserves to be forgotten. Straightforward. Cheer up!
Guided by the most author and the most director of the show.
Just need to extol from it. Kuddos! :))
It can't concur with throughout of my head what it's like to be the exact word of how was it going for my dumb life this past few days/weeks. Honestly, there is so much more errands to do and to finish and a deadline to come. And I can't groan. No more freedom to groan. :(
What's the big deal?
The big thing is, I finished all my reports in my courses/subjects! Yey me! Except for my theology report. (but I am not a reporter in our group?!) No more icky-breaky-shakey in front of audiences or even in a crowd! Yikes. Honestly, I have a stern-reporting-in-front-issues and I just have to restrain it before it would burst! HAHAHA:]]
The big thing is, I enjoyed a lot during our rehearsals, practice, steppings, funny moments, punchline absurd moments, going to the friend's houses/apartments to practice, going to our houses superrr late, going to school superrr late, playing the.. (I forgot what is the name of the game that we play on my friend's loptop. It was so much addicting like my favorite drug. La-la-la.), and most of all EAT! SLEEP! and REST (Oh yes. Need more infinite chakras to gain before my body throbbed!) Even, I don't have enough baon because of the paucity preferences but I still need to eat. To feel the adrenaline rush babyy! :)))
And the big thing is, I enjoyed a lot with my friends this past few days and weeks that we shared a lot of bonding moments. (Currently, I'm posting a lot of pictures and videos in my accounts. Super delayed posts. Sorry!)
I missed those days. Sigh. A remnant of my experiences indeed. Thanks guys to enthusiast my boring life in this entire world. And I don't know how to fit in. Just continue to trudge along the road and never look back because it would make you animosity in times that you have to forget that it deserves to be forgotten. Straightforward. Cheer up!
Guided by the most author and the most director of the show.
Just need to extol from it. Kuddos! :))
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